Every once in a while I look back on my blog to see how things are progressing, or not. Evidently, I had some big plans for this blog, and for youtube, when I first transplanted myself to San Diego. They didn’t last long. I did some video, but I didn’t stay with it, and my blogging has been sporadic. (I still think that my more recent blog posts have been some of my best.)
I need to up my game. I need to make a bigger commitment to this blog, and YouTube. And you are right, not every thing on the internet is good. There are some things on the internet that I spend way too much time on, like Facebook.
The main thing should concentrate on is developing a source of income for myself using the internet. All other means of income don’t work for me. I don’t have the patience for the ol’ 9 to 5. My anxiety always gets in the way of that. Actually, my anxiety gets in the way of most everything in my life. Yes, I have developed some skills over the years to deal with it, but one of the major sources for my anxiety is Asperger’s Syndrome, something I was born with, and something for which there is no cure. And due to complications that developed, primarily because of Asperger’s, I have very little confidence in my ability to perform well, either on a job, or with writing, or in personal relationships with people. And as you may know, successful personal relationships with people are the key to a successful life.
Now I’m gonna try and adjust my situation again and make another attempt at this internet thing, and see how this goes. Either I will overcome my dorkness, or I’ll find a way to use it to my advantage.
Onward and Upward.